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Kitten - ' hello bigbrother '
BB - ' hello Kitten.. sit down.. how do you feel ? '
 Kitten - 'I'm not bothered about my suitcase to be honest, it's all
material stuff.. it's just ehm few clothes.. the only thing I'm
upset about is my photographs.. ehm but I'll survive and it was ehm..
I dunno I feel like.. the housemates are gonna be supportive,
they'll share their clothes around, I'm sure they'll share their
cigs around.. and yunno we've been sharing stuff anyway, so it's
good to have that, and ehm, so yeah, I feel alright about that..
absolutely fine'
BB - why do you think the housemates chose you?
Kitten - 'ehmm.. because I'm.. I dunno.. maybe I haven't bonded with
the housemates as much as they have bonded with each other? ehm. I
think they might feel intimidated by me and I'm
very opinionated and quite political.. and I think I try to shove
opinions down people's throats and try and.. I dunno.. like earlier
on today I was trying to organise ehm.. a sort of mini revolution..
and I was trying to challenge your power because.. I dunno.. I find
it difficult to deal with.. this power going over my head.. and all
these different things so yeah.. that's about it really.. I dunno..
I dunno how people feel about me.. it's difficult to say really at
this early stage, I think I'm only just really getting to know
people, and they've seen some of sides to me.. I don't think I'm
always a likeable person, I think I can be at times, I think I've
got.. I dunno.. maybe.. hopefully I've got depths that will come
out more...'
BB - you said that you found this power hanging over your head
difficult, why is that?
Kitten - 'I think I've just spend most of my life trying to fight
for my freedom and trying to ehm..overcome.. I dunno..intense.. I
feel it in society all the time.. just beaurocracy and being told
what to do, and not having the power and seeing other people being
Discriminated against, going through that sort of oppression.. and
yunno like not having any money in your pocket and stuff like that,
and it's something that I'm always fighting.. with ehm my everyday
life, within side my self, and the conflicts within side myself..
and err. I
like to support other people who are err.. sort of running campaigns
on various different things, and so this is challenging for me..
it's difficult. I'm finding it quite difficult already and we've
only been here for two days.. and maybe I'm playing a different game
to everybody else...
thank you Kitten you may now leave the diaryroom and go and support
other people running campaigns on various different things...
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